Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Beginning to Fade...

I almost clicked on "delete my Google account" this morning, but thought I'd give blogging another go. I'm finding that I just don't have the time or drive or inspiration to post every day or every other day. I appreciate it when the bloggers I follow post frequently, yet I can't maintain this standard for myself. Also, it seems to take energy away from my own writing. I'm working on the third draft of my WIP, although I'm not sure why I'm even doing that. With all the bad news in the publishing industry and agents and publishers saying they're hesitant to take on new writers and new projects I wonder why I continue at this point. It's so depressing at times. The other day I followed up on some of my submissions from earlier in the fall. I checked one publisher's web site--one I felt I had a good shot with--only to find a disclaimer saying they're no longer accepting submissions. If anyone had submitted to them prior to "Black Wednesday" we can contact them to check the status of our project, but they're not publishing anything new at this point. And this is a publisher who publishes fiction from first-time authors. I was crushed. My husband says this is probably a good time to just buckle down, put my nose to the grindstone and keep working while the publishing industry waits for the dust to settle. I guess he's right. Maybe I will have more time to blog after all.

3 comments:

Diane Vogel Ferri said...

I have to face the fact that I spend more time on my blog than anything else. Now I just joined Facebook - what fun!
don't give up yet - it's in your blood.

Daniel Bell said...

Write, goddammitt! You write to get better. You write to learn to tell stories better. You write because you are a writer. It doesn't matter a whit what is happening in the publishing industry. There will always be books. There will always be fiction. When you are good enough, you will find an opportunity to publish. For now, just have faith in your ability and the process of reaching your potential.

Amy said...

Yes, I agree. But that's why I'm considering dumping the blog. I need to focus my attention and energies on my "real" writing--not this fluffy stuff that I feel detracts from my real work. Besides...you and Diane are my only readers and I can tell you guys this stuff when we meet face to face.